Fuck all of you.

I'm getting mother fucking sick and tired of being fucking ignored and tossed aside like some useless piece of shit. I want some Goddamn peace, and this shithole won't let me fucking have it. Guess what's been going through my head today. Go ahead, guess. My dad is going to lose his job in less than 2 weeks. This is turning me inside out. I've told maybe three people this. I can't imagine what he's going through himself.

I've been dropping people left and right. I guess everything I fucking say and do is wrong, and if I have something to say about what someone else says or does, they've got a fucking book of reasons why their bullshit is fucking justified. I have a deathwish for more people I have genuine respect for, and I've no one to support me. My family seems to have a conspiracy against their Goddamn kids. If I stand somewhere in a room, people always disperse away from me. I'm getting fucking sick of not being able to hold a conversation because as soon as someone cuts in my word doesn't count anymore.

I'm done with this "Live for myself" shit. I'm turning over a new leaf. I might just try a new approach and just live against everyone else instead. If I was a pyro, the city would be in flames. If I was a murderer, there would be a municipal crisis of population drop. At this point, I think I could count my friends on my fingers. What are they worth, anyway? What is anyone worth, but no more than me if you ask me. I'll do things my own way, fuck everyone else.

KingRanter